Just something I'm feeling so strongly for right now.

we all seem to be so caught up with school work etc that we end up ignoring/neglecting other's feelings. I wanted so badly to tell you/share with you about it but dropping a hint at the end of the message 'so braindead now' well you probably, naturally thought it was because of studies. it kind of broke my heart a bit because i thought you'll realise it. you told me yeaterday that if i was upset i could rant. i could tell you. but i cant possibly do so directly right? i thought you'll ask about it, really i thought you would. i was expecting it. but you didn't. you ignored it. were you angry that i kept asking wy you accepted her? or were you slightly pissed i took longer than usual to reply?

其实在这方面，我们俩都很幼稚。也因为这样，我经常都认为我们不可能。可是每当有这种念头时，somthing happy happens again that wipes off all this negative thoughts. i dont know anymore. are we meant for each other?

i seriously thought you'll ask about it. i was all prepared and ready to share. yet you didn't. i know, i demand so much from you. and maybe i should learn to be sensitive to your feelings too. i saw the tweet regarding your nickname. really, i was slightly upset. i thought you were over her. not yet i guess.

it has been a really eventful day with so much emotions. partially because i didn't get enough sleep so my emotions tend to go to the extreme. or maybe... i dont know anymore.should i even bother replying to something im tired about. are you tired too?