是不是自己太天真，是不是“缘分”的定义太“童话故事”化了？

总是相信 there will always be a Mr. Right. yes, no one's perfect. but im not looking for someone perfect. 自己虽有列下条件，but at the end of the day 还是缘分重要不是吗？

I acted as if I didn't catch that. I decided to not tell you I was going there. But I had hopes of seeing you there. waited. but you didn't appear. I thought you went home. But it turns out that you went to thaipan. with them. and she was there. 我知道你们只是朋友，but i can't help questioning and over-thinking. yes, i am selfish.

或许我们有缘无份，或许我们只能当朋友，一辈子的好朋友。It seems as if we have many in common, and yet we are so different. if you realised, 我们交的朋友很不一样。i can never be friends with her. and yet, you're close friends with her. yes, we rely on our siblings a lot. but yet it seems like we have no common topic. 是不是因为害怕尴尬，所以我开始远离你？the atmosphere is now different if you realised. i can never be so relaxed and crazy around you ever again. if you realised, 我变了。
在你面前，我变了。

maybe i should stop thinking about the things that would never happen. maybe we weren't meant to be.