sometimes i wonder if things might really work out between us. frankly speaking, i thought someday we might stop texting and here comes the end. because it's really hard for me to forget him. but seems like you made it possible. is it because this is just the start? they always say its the 'honeymoon period' where everything is just sweet and you see no problems coming. it all seems perfect. yet, i have to admit that sometimes i feel like we no longer have anything left to talk about. i'm terribly confused.

是不是因为你的努力与关心让我心动了？还是这只是所谓的“怦然”？

you try. really, you do. even if i seem like im pushing you away, you still try.

还以为自己不可能会喜欢你 but at that moment you removed my name from the same interview slot, I was a little upset and seeing that you didnt change it back made me doubt you. today, i opened the wrong file and got upset again seeing that it was unchanged. but when i finally found the correct one and saw the amendment 心里不知为什么突然高兴了起来。I was just wondering what if it wasn't on purpose at all, what if 这只是巧合？

是不是我想太多了。