Yes, there was indeed this part of me that wished i was there. and yes, with him sitting beside me. But then again, i;ve promised myself to never do such silly things again for you. because some day i'll come to realise how gulible it is and how stupid i would look.

anyway, the main reason you went there was because she's there. isn't it? all the more i shouldn't go. it'll end up affecting me for the entire night again.

you'll never know. i'll never let you know i once liked you this much. (and i probably still do)