Just got back from practice and .... it wasn't ideal at all. I thought my main point of this would be about that super embarrassing incident but turns out that there's something more than that.

Yup, it's about them. again. It's hard to avoid it since (you know) it's about them. really, 他们真的真的很幸福，他们都得到了别人的祝福与认可。A very sweet couple. 不可否认，sometimes I wish all of these are not true. I wish she was me.

But i pictured the scenario. Well, on second thought, maybe not. 我配不上你。真的。your skills are wayyyyyyyyy better than mine. It'll be an embarrassment. Sigh. 不是我故意去想。it just comes naturally.

now all i want is for us to be friends. at least having something to talk about. that's enough. i guess.

很努力的祝福你们。永远幸福、快乐。