I was planning to watch RM after winnertv but i guess it's necessary to stop my RM first and post.

I have to admit that the past 2 sessions were plain awesome. and i wasn't expecting it to bet his way at all.
I missed the previous wednesday's session due to a check-up and i heard that they covered up pretty much. I was afraid of course since part of that included the super difficult song and also i wasn't as good as them.

I freaked out before the monday session and was very very stressed about it. yeah i was going to screw it, i know. but i was glad how the session turned out. you were very patient i must admit. and also good at building people's self-confidence. you may have realised but yes, i became a little more confident (although just by a tiny bit but better than feeling so down after each session). I became a little more motivated and of course i practiced.

Then came the wednesday's session. 3 hours. really, i thought it was going to be hell. (at least it felt like that the past few sessions) thankfully, we spent most of the time playing together (which i preferred) and we tried out the previous songs also and that song you taught on the monday's session. it wasn't as bad as i thought. of course, we split into sections later on (as usual) and we attempted that chim song. screw this, i thought. (since i did not try out the other half). yes, they knew i didn't tough it at all. stopping there was a little embarrassing but oh wells, not the first time anyways. so i was frank and we went off practicing that other half. i took what felt like a decade (probably to you) to learn that one line (and in the end i couldn't even play it during the combined) but you were nice and patient to wait. you really made everything less stressful. yes, i was still stressed, but lesser i guess. we then played that song at a pace i could catch up with (and of course it must have been insanely slow for you) but thank you so much, really. i have no idea how to express my gratitude but thank you for your patience and understanding and whatever, everything. because if it turned out to be me, i would have just walked off. yes, i have not mastered it. but that patience was sort of an encouragement i guess. and also motivation.

她真的很幸福。