you're never coming back

ever had a crush on this person and then shortly after you know he likes someone else. you kind of gave up on him but not entirely yet. hoping that he only ECs her and not really crush on her. then, you heard they started dating. this kinds of crushes your hope a little and spoils your mod a bit. bt after all, its only what you heard. may not be true. and since he is nice to everyone, you cant see that he's specially nice to her. its just not obvious. and then, the truth dawned upon you when you saw both of them going to school together. they were chatting happily. just like how a couple should be. it bugged you for the entire day. and then, once again, you lie to yourself that they probably just somehow met up along they way and decided to chat. like casual talk. you lie to yourself that they are merely close friends. it seemed like you accepted the fact that they are together and it's never turning back. but there's this little part of you that still hold on to the belief that they are not a couple. it finally became clear to you when people around them treat them as a couple. yes, they are indeed already a couple. a little heart-broken but well it was expected after all. you try to convince yourself that you should not interfere and wish them the best of luck. you know they suit each other so much better since they had a common interest and liking. you know they'll go far. but you can't help but think otherwise, and end up feeling upset.