have you ever felt as if you're good enough such thou no longer need to practice as hard for it. And then, when you meet back again with your section, you realise you lousy/badly you play? that happens A LOT to me, and it really sucks.
I practiced hard for the 2 other songs, and i sincerely felt that i was good enough and was definitely confident about playing it. but who knew, the others turned out to play MUCH MUCH better than me. such that when we had to play individually (yes we did that) i sounded so terrible that it drew awkward faced from my section mates. sucks. I really thought i was well prepared. seemed like i over-estimated myself, quite a bit. I mean yes, the had background previously, but that definitely isn't an excuse to not play well. WHAT TO DO
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