it evidently didnt turn out as expected. it wasn't what i was thinking. do you feel embarrassed? well maybe its a punishment. let's be real. you were disapponted at least slightly and embarressed slightly (thinking back). but would you have rather you held back? no. not with all the effort put in. I did that just so you know im into this. i did that just so you know im for real. i did that just so you know im not here to break your heart or to paly around like your friends suggested. im real, for real. i just had to do it even though i didnt plan for that. I thought i was going to wait it out. but then you'll realize what's the point? what if those words never made it before the break up? would i have regretted not telling you those words? yes. 那些想对你说的话，只怕你没听见。那些我想要你知道的话，你怕你不知道。你不知道的事，我却想要你知道。我是认真的，真心诚意。and hence even if it comes unnecessary, i have to let you know. who know's what's going through your mind now? who know's what you're thinking now? 傻傻的你也许还在想着是为了什么。