I wish things could be a bit more normal. I wish we could be just like them, celebrating it. normally. nobody said it was going to be easy. but nobody said it was going to be this tough. I wish i never expected anything. these expectations kills everything. expectations bring disappointment. you know that too well.

we'll talk about it today. what should i tell you? that you've gotten yourself into deep trouble by deciding to take on this route with me, that it's ok if you decide to stop and that i'll have to continue this alone? or that she's crazy and overthinks about every small matter, that she's this emotional ball that not everyone can handle?

If there's that someone that can handle this, i'll treat him right. but that's only if he can handle it, and knows how to. the future is uncertain, i told you.