wow third post.. its already 1:25am and i still have my circular motion & WEP to check, gravitation ws and integration to do. and i need to be in school by 8.30. hmmmmm ok.
right, so i used to own a blog too..but i kind of shut it down. not sure why. just had the urge to do so. ok i was a pretty...brain-less kid. in the sense that i was immature. i guess i still am but at least its not that bad anymore. I was Sec1 then and we had a farewell party for the seniors. it was my first time being exposed to all these sort of things (we didnt have it in primary school..) especially being ordered around by the seniors. i detested it. then. I didnt like people ordering me about. what's more making me carry canteen benches while the seniors are slacking away chattering. of couse i was mad ( haha I didnt know this was how thing work then). I think i showed it on my face (my expression can be easily read). anyways so i got home, angry, and furiously typed out the situation and started complaining. like crazy. no joke. and obviously they knew since they know my blog's URL. (so dumb of me) and of course i got scolded blah blah blah. i guess it got really complicated from there just that i didnt know. This incident left a huge scar and i took some time to heal from it (actually i was shocked, i didnt realise it would result in such a hugeee 'response') but of course it was also a turning point from then. i learnt the ropes, knew how things worked, and of course never committed that 'crime' again. I grew up from there knowing the importance of respect and of course to not publicly show that you're upset (even though i sometimes still do this now). However, this does not necessarily mean i agree with their past actions. thankfully, my batch agreed that it was the wrong way to treat the juniors. we decided that working together was a better method and of course it happened that way.
i still feel sorry to the seniors that i have hurt while i was in my sec 1 year (I was SERIOUSLY immature, brain-less kid back then).
虽然希望那从未发生过，但感激从中成长了。。。
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