it turns out that loving someone can be a lot harder. all the joys and 'honeymoon period' that were suppose to come, where did it go?

你说因为了她你永远无法真正快乐。我还想说我正在学着打碎那所谓的‘墙壁’。原来那笑容是真正的快乐。原来在我面前你从来没真正的快乐。原来我没让你真正的快乐。