I'll tell you the truth, that I don't know why you would treat me this way. I'm confused. I told you the truth, something close to my heart, to assure you that I am equally going through the same thing. Yet, you treat it so lightly as a joke. They say, don't do to others what you don't want them to do to you. I wouldn't want you to threaten me that way, and hence I don't do that. I want you to be confident, and hence I told you that you help you. And this is how you're treating me. Does it help to be kind? Why aren't you grateful I told you? Why weren't you glad I told you? You took it lightly. You took I would tell you everything in the world. Now look what you are doing. You are taking this for granted. You're taking my attempt at being open for granted. You treat it like a joke. And yes, you told me you were joking. It's not a joke when it's not funny, it's not a joke when you are the only one having fun. That's not a joke. And yes, I absolutely dislike it that you treat it as a joke, I absolutely dislike it that you assume I would now therefore tell you everything related to this life and this relationship now that we are on a different stage. Life has taught me to not take things for granted. You should learn too. I am confused, you left me hurt. I chose this roller coaster ride. Do I only have myself to blame?