昨天因为发生了一些事情让我想了很多。想了一整晚以为今天早上就没事了。我那么做是不是错了？我是不是不应该刻意的让你看到我的缺点？那恐怖的缺点？但是若你不看见，你以后会后悔的。所以才没办法。

昨天发生的事情不是很大件事。it was just a passing remark I guess. But it led on to think about other aspects. 我知道家人可贵。昨天低于这个想法有所领悟。是，家人，他们最了解你了。他们看见你的缺点，了解你的缺点，但是不会因此因为不太了解你而刺伤你。他们太了解你了。所以你不会受到伤害。让你看见缺点是因为爱你。相反的，你那么做反而像是取笑？你不了解我，所以对我的行为取下的你认为是最正确的定义。I'm slightly offended to be honest.

今天早上和姐妹分享了我的决定。很舒服，很自在。我不怕被他们看扁，不怕他们取笑。I'm not afraid that they'll jump into conclusions about my behavior and hurt me like you did. 为什么？因为他们是家人，他们了解我。所以我无所谓。they gave comments without judging me. I guess that's what I need. You didn't give me that.

那是件很小的事情，为什么我会收到那么大的影响？because it accumulated over time. 一直都在想。 it's always been at the back of my mind. 这次才看清楚。if we can't work as a team then what's the point? It ends. There. You can't and shouldn't avoid it just because. 我不需要这种人。

Once again, how it progresses, let's just watch and see how things turn out. But as of yesterday, it's another hamburger. I believe it's the same for you too. 只可惜。