我不需要你来告诉我我是谁。我不需要你给我订下个定义。 don't tell me who i am. don't even attempt to define who i am. 我很清楚我是谁。对我来说那就够了。

你问过我为什么不让人看我手机，为什么不把密码告诉别人。你有什么不可告人的秘密吗？没有。我没什么秘密。我只是害怕世界上会有想你这种人，people who don't know their boundaries. people who over-step and over-do it without consciously realising it. 我让你看见了真正的自己。你看透了。是我的错。我发现这一点也不好。想让你看清楚，让你明白我就是这样的人。but you over did it. or rather, i over did it. 让你看得太清楚了。and now you're crossing the boundary with all your comments and doubts. 真的，在我生活里我不需要像你这种人。这种看扁我的人。亏我把你当成朋友，然你看透了我的性格。伤害我自尊心的人， 对不起。我不需要。get out. 这好像已经不是第一次了。你到底要我忍多久。

不过有你也好，起码你让我明白了“面具”的重要性。原来戴着面具好像才会过得更舒服。是， 做人要勇敢面对自己的缺点。要包容自己，爱护自己。可是把性格这样破开让大家看清楚，到最后伤害的人好像就是自己。我很不舒服。这么了解，这么清楚的让我看清我很不舒服。我知道那是自己的缺点，但起码我有努力啊。明明知道在这行业我做不久，明明知道这行业不再找像我这种性格的人，我便便隐隐就要进。起码我努力啊不是吗。起码我有想改变，为了想改变就把自己放进这处境。才可以进步。算了，反正你也不会明白。对你来说，那也只会是我想出的101个谎言和借口。所以算了。didn't you realise i wasn't even attempting to defend myself? didn't you realise that behind all that smiles and laughter was a hurt and tired soul? yeah maybe you were just wayyyy too involved into making me a laughing stock and putting me down. maybe you were just too involved into making me feel inferior. enough is enough. why do i bother doing this. why do i bother keeping people around me who are only making me unhappy. who are you to determine my emotions and who are you to end this day on a bad note. you're not deserving of this at all.

不知道因不因该说你了解我还是不够了解我。还会因该说你只了解我让你看到的我，你还不了解另一面的我。这面具从今以后是不是因该永远带上。

why did i get myself involved with someone like you. someone who only puts me down. someone who only points out my flaws. 我真的不太需要像你这种朋友。真的。im not saying that i need friends who would shower me with praises all day  everyday. i just need a friend who treats me right. a friend i feel comfortable around. a friend whom i want to keep, i want to have. 我希望你自己也想清楚。如果你也一样受不了，就不要来打扰我。dont mess up my life.