it happens. and you find yourself asking all the time: why?

was it something that i did wrong? was it something i shouldn't have said? you've had enough? or is this all part of a plan that i am obviously unaware of?

at times like this, you question if these people are truly worth your time and effort and practically everything else. are they worth the sleepless nights? the distractions? the uneasiness? the change in attitude and beliefs even? 

it takes time. And yes time will tell. i guess that pretty much explains why patience is a virtue. i obviouly lack that. 

如果有些事情能明明白白，清清楚楚，黑白的写出来那该有多好。

time is running out. they seem unaware.