and i've come to realize i'm not a part of your plan. you've asked if there was you in my holiday plan. now im asking if there's me in your school plan. it was that difficult. is this why we stopped asking, this is why i'll stop asking. did you miss me as much as i did or am i falling too fast into this? because after all, you seem to be doing pretty fine. you think i'll be there. i promised to be there. but im human after all. and humans have flaws. gave up time with friends for someone you thought was important. gave up time with friends for someone who told you you are their priority. were those lies or simply exceptions of those times? taking things for granted kills. it leaves scars. it results in death.