It's been a horrible night. really. and i'm hoping a night like this would never ever come again.

but anyways, aside from all the pain, i guess i've learnt a lot tonight. or rather, maybe, affirmed my assumptions that i used to think was too narrow-minded. guess it seems true though.

they say "在家靠父母，出外靠朋友." yes, it's nice knowing that you have someone to rely on. yet, today taught me that sometimes it's better to just rely on yourself.

the incident took place at home. well i was expecting her to care more and stuff but seems like i had to handle everything myself. yes im old enough to take care of myself. well, maybe that's why she reacted this way. or it could turn out to be other reasons (which i have considered and it could be possible). but anyways, humans are selfish by nature and would most probably only do something if it is to their own benefit. i guess that's why it turned out that way.

人类是自私的。我也一样。