yeah, i don't understand. why? or rather how? can you be thinking of someone else while claiming otherwise or worse going after another?

the biggest regret of your life. someone you've been unable to give up on after all these years. so you think blindly going after another person would change all of that? wow. much wow. please, save yourself from the delusions, save the hearts of the people your going to lift and then ultimately let go. mostly, save yourself from the people your going to lose because of your illusions. 做人难道就不能干脆一点吗？扭扭捏捏，最后吃亏的也只是自己。如果可以的话，我还真的想以朋友的身份来告诉你，if you're hoping that a miracle happens and she comes back miraculously, that will not happen. 不要再做梦了拜托。只可惜都太迟了，i'm no longer in that position to do so.

if you're going to keep re-reading the previous chapter, you're never going to move on.