i've pictured myself crying, crying in front of you. because i'm upset. because we were breaking up. i've pictured us breaking up. i've pictured myself seeking comfort and help from my friends. i've pictured seeing you with someone else. i was heartbroken, terribly heartbroken. i can't bear to see all of that.

there are so many things i want to tell you. but i cant. because its inappropriate, because i dont have a reason to do so. im scared. that's true. so are you. would i have the capacity and the ability and the maturity to love someone? all the dramas we've watched, they've talked about the great extents love can go. would i be able to love someone like that as well?