Sunday, March 6, 2016
If only you could be more considerate. You always say how you can sense other's feelings, how you are sensetive, how you are a person with 'sense' to know what is going on. Yet, for countless number of times, you've failed to show me so. I don't get it. I don't get how you are a person with 'sense', the ability to detect other's feelings and their wants, their likes and dislikes towards what you've said or what you've asked them to do. Once again, today, you've proven me right, you are someone self-centered. You'll consider your needs and your wants before others and act as logically and selfishly to benefit yourself. No doubt, the road is so-called 'along the way'. after all, i'm travelling to the west. Yet, you jolly well know that I dislike and am uncomfortable about travelling to places i'm uncertain about. You still make me do it. Yes, you're under a lot of stress and you're tired. But me too. I feel drained and the lsat thing I need you to do is to add on to that level of stress I'm experiencing now. That was I lat thing I needed you to do but you did it. It's not as if that place is inconvenient. It is in fact considered VERY convinient. So why would you, as someone with a lot of 'sense', make me do it? You're smart. You would appear to question and be concern with the chrages, the conditions and appear to help. But i'm sorry, it doesn't. At the end of the day, you would brush it off, guilt-trip me and you'll get what you want. You know your way around this. You're experienced. And now, you're acting indifferent about it. You're making me regret taking it on. Yes, I do realise the importance of it. I know you're worried about it. But from what i see as of now, its just ANOTHER interview you''re going for. Doesn't play that much of an important role. I truly dislike you for making me do this when I am obviously uncomfortable about it. Why. I should have said no. Outright no. But I know, you'll go on and tell the others how I refuse to fetch you although its 'along the way' and that I'm selfish. Or maybe you're doing this to boast? I don't know. I only have one thing on my mind now. You. get attached asap. so that that someone you found would take care of you and i wont have to. so that I have a good reason to tell you know and ask him to do it. burden.
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