如果我对你来说如此的重要。那件事以后，你原来也这么着急、担心，为什么一切都没改变？Really, i was quite convinced already until I saw that. It's still there. 一切都没改变。原来他对你来说有这么重要。
是，我自私。
在你没忘了他之前，我们不会有可能。我也不可能会女里变成她。因为我们根本就不一样。
如果有一天她出现在你眼前，如果有一天她在从新接受你，你会答应吗？
只因为害怕。
I wish I knew what you were thinking. It would all be simplified.
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Saturday, March 22, 2014
what defines a true friend? 一个人需要多努力才能成为对方最要好的朋友？过后还需要多努力才能维持这种关系？
After the event, we were planning to go out for lunch. and i thought we were going. together. something cropped up. 你有些不耐烦吧？so obviously i couldn't leave you alone and went along with you. frankly speaking, i was expecting them to hold you back or at least followed along and went to lunch together. but that didn't happen. 真的以为你们是很好的朋友，对方心情不好以为你会陪她。我错了。口口声声说的“依靠”，just disappeared so quickly。reality. 这就是人类。而且当中部只是一个。有两位。没有一截叫住他，没有一个陪着他。Is this true friendship? 或许是我自己吧事情搞大。but it's the truth isn't it? 所谓的友情，won't you understand if your friend's feeling a little down and needs your company? 眼前的这一切我看得很清楚，很彻底。原来真正的友情，有那么难找。
After the event, we were planning to go out for lunch. and i thought we were going. together. something cropped up. 你有些不耐烦吧？so obviously i couldn't leave you alone and went along with you. frankly speaking, i was expecting them to hold you back or at least followed along and went to lunch together. but that didn't happen. 真的以为你们是很好的朋友，对方心情不好以为你会陪她。我错了。口口声声说的“依靠”，just disappeared so quickly。reality. 这就是人类。而且当中部只是一个。有两位。没有一截叫住他，没有一个陪着他。Is this true friendship? 或许是我自己吧事情搞大。but it's the truth isn't it? 所谓的友情，won't you understand if your friend's feeling a little down and needs your company? 眼前的这一切我看得很清楚，很彻底。原来真正的友情，有那么难找。
Saturday, March 8, 2014
或许我这一辈子也不可能会明白。真的真的无法明白为什么。
why can they be so supportive. why when we are more well-to-do are unable to afford. he said yes, do whatever you want i'll help you. why do i not own such supportive parents. why. you can have enough to invest in overseas properties and yet not in your daughter's future, in what she deeply believes she wants. it has always been in her. and yet you're telling her no. why. why are you so not supportive?
i wish i had parents that loved me. i wished they cared for me. it's not that im being unappreciative, 你为我做的事，我都懂。but why, why can other parents do more? yes, there are people around without parent's love. i know. but i can't help comparing to the even better ones. why. they have parents that make breakfast and lunch for them. they have parents that gives them extra pocket money, scared that they do not have enough to eat in school. they have parents who are willing to pay for their education, any amount. why, why is mine so different. 是不是因为我排第二，am i suppose to make myself more noticeable?
im hurt. terribly.
我知道我应该知足。知足常乐。快乐起来吧，it's ok. everything's ok. haven't you always encouraged yourself when times like this comes? 加油吧，we'll make the best out of it.
it's ok.
why can they be so supportive. why when we are more well-to-do are unable to afford. he said yes, do whatever you want i'll help you. why do i not own such supportive parents. why. you can have enough to invest in overseas properties and yet not in your daughter's future, in what she deeply believes she wants. it has always been in her. and yet you're telling her no. why. why are you so not supportive?
i wish i had parents that loved me. i wished they cared for me. it's not that im being unappreciative, 你为我做的事，我都懂。but why, why can other parents do more? yes, there are people around without parent's love. i know. but i can't help comparing to the even better ones. why. they have parents that make breakfast and lunch for them. they have parents that gives them extra pocket money, scared that they do not have enough to eat in school. they have parents who are willing to pay for their education, any amount. why, why is mine so different. 是不是因为我排第二，am i suppose to make myself more noticeable?
im hurt. terribly.
我知道我应该知足。知足常乐。快乐起来吧，it's ok. everything's ok. haven't you always encouraged yourself when times like this comes? 加油吧，we'll make the best out of it.
it's ok.
Saturday, March 1, 2014
I went to sleep last night feeling very very terrible. why. why did it have to turn out this way.
of course the alarm woke me up in the morning, i still remeber myself falling alseep feeling very upset. but was all better. a sleep really cures everything. i woke up and checked mu phone: 12 new messages. i thought at least one was from you. turns out that it isn't. not one was from you. not even one.
有时候我真的开始怀疑你的真心。是不是累了？是不是烦了？我不会怪你。真的。because we are both to insensitive to one another's feelings. it's ironic. because we both are sensitive by nature. yet, we are so unaware when it comes to just us. i ended off the conversation with 'ok' i guess you weren't expecting that. yes, i did it because i was slightly pissed. 很幼稚吧？i think we're pretty similar in terms of personality which sucks. because we end up getting angry over the same thing, having the same reaction and all the nonsense starts coming. i know it seems to you that i am not trying. but i wish you knew i always thought about it. all the time. i just didn't want you to know. it's part of my nature. we'll take one step at a time and see what happens. i know some part of it was my fault,but one of the new messages should have at least came from you.
of course the alarm woke me up in the morning, i still remeber myself falling alseep feeling very upset. but was all better. a sleep really cures everything. i woke up and checked mu phone: 12 new messages. i thought at least one was from you. turns out that it isn't. not one was from you. not even one.
有时候我真的开始怀疑你的真心。是不是累了？是不是烦了？我不会怪你。真的。because we are both to insensitive to one another's feelings. it's ironic. because we both are sensitive by nature. yet, we are so unaware when it comes to just us. i ended off the conversation with 'ok' i guess you weren't expecting that. yes, i did it because i was slightly pissed. 很幼稚吧？i think we're pretty similar in terms of personality which sucks. because we end up getting angry over the same thing, having the same reaction and all the nonsense starts coming. i know it seems to you that i am not trying. but i wish you knew i always thought about it. all the time. i just didn't want you to know. it's part of my nature. we'll take one step at a time and see what happens. i know some part of it was my fault,but one of the new messages should have at least came from you.
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