honestly, i thought it would all be over. it'll all turn numb especially after the wrapping etc... but turns out that it's back again. after yesterday. 是不是我们彼此都放不下？or maybe you've gone back to your daily routine. just like how you thought im back to normal. but yes, i'm glad i've promised myself that after 31 may, i'm officially letting everything go, including you. i'll come back from japan just like how i was the beginning of this year. it'll be as if nothing happened. i'll fly but i won't take you along. i'm leaving you behind. officially. i'll definitely find a way, and i believe i will.