谢谢你让我学会了不是每一个人说的话都能信。尤其是像你这种，更不能信。
一潮被蛇咬，十年怕紧绳。我学会了。我懂了。这种性格的人，不能接近，不能信，更不能喜欢。因为最后受伤的人是自己。不会抗拒与这种人来往，但与他绝对不可能成为好友。因为我的好友会说实话。
若有一天你看见了，恭喜你。我说的人，便是你。
Monday, November 18, 2013
Sunday, November 17, 2013
想找出让我悲观的原因，然后勇敢去面对。可是，如果连原因都造不出。怎么办。
悲观，是一种思想。其实乐观。要乐观很容易，改变思想就会改变这个毛病。ok 我要乐观。往好的方面想。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。
我会快乐起来。
悲观，是一种思想。其实乐观。要乐观很容易，改变思想就会改变这个毛病。ok 我要乐观。往好的方面想。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。乐观。
我会快乐起来。
Saturday, November 9, 2013
Haha I went around visiting other people's blog and suddenly remembered the blog we created during our Secondary 1 year. thankfully it was still around :) Of course there were also links to other people's blogs and I started clicking on them, visiting it. many of the blogs could no longer be found (because it was deleted). For those that still exists, their last blog post was around year 2010/2011. Only 1 (if I remembered correctly), had the latest post in 2013.
Time flies. Really. Graduated a year ago and now I'm in my new school. It's crazy. I wouldn't say I miss those times very much. But I wouldn't mind re-living those moments again. If only our dreams could bring us there. If only.
Leave
Frankly speaking, I thought we would and could get along well. Especially after the first time we talked. easy-going, candid, friendly, and someone who doesn't judge. At least that was what I thought.
It all changed, slowly though. It gradually seemed as if... we had different views about many things. And it seemed like we didn't have a common topic after all. But that was ok, tolerable for me at least.
I thought it would all be ok. But it seems as if you've made more friends, more like-minded friends. Or rather, friends who would agree with whatever you said, friends who wouldn't tell you the truth. I'm sorry, but that's not going to change me. I'm not going to lie to you just that, so that, we would and could talk more. Fine, if you've decided to mix with them. Fine. I'm tired of trying to fake a smile and laugh it away when you talk about it negatively. Once is fine, twice I'll bear with it, thrice I'll try to keep it in. But if you're going to go on and on about it. I'm sorry. It's the end. I'll leave you behind. It's ok. It's ok to lose a friend like you. A friend who doesn't cherish me. A friend who doesn't value me as much as I value you.
I will not tolerate people who would lower my self-esteem and make me feel less worthy.
It all changed, slowly though. It gradually seemed as if... we had different views about many things. And it seemed like we didn't have a common topic after all. But that was ok, tolerable for me at least.
I thought it would all be ok. But it seems as if you've made more friends, more like-minded friends. Or rather, friends who would agree with whatever you said, friends who wouldn't tell you the truth. I'm sorry, but that's not going to change me. I'm not going to lie to you just that, so that, we would and could talk more. Fine, if you've decided to mix with them. Fine. I'm tired of trying to fake a smile and laugh it away when you talk about it negatively. Once is fine, twice I'll bear with it, thrice I'll try to keep it in. But if you're going to go on and on about it. I'm sorry. It's the end. I'll leave you behind. It's ok. It's ok to lose a friend like you. A friend who doesn't cherish me. A friend who doesn't value me as much as I value you.
I will not tolerate people who would lower my self-esteem and make me feel less worthy.
Friday, November 8, 2013
There's been many times when I wanted so much to on my computer and start blogging but... either the page took too long to load that I lost all my inspiration or i was just too lazy.
So anyways, have you ever tried to hard to fit into this particular group but realized that no matter how hard you tried, you can't? I'm currently in this CCA with super nice people and it's a nice environment. In the beginning, ALMOST everyone were strangers. So yup, there were awkward moments(not in the bad way), but we could all mix well together. There were no clics whatsoever. Everyone could talk to one another. But now, as time has passed, there's this 'clic' forming. It's not very distinct as to who is in, but it's vaguely there. And it's making me uncomfortable. slightly. I know it's natural for that to occur but... i don't exactly like it. So there's this 'leader' inside, and I've a feeling she doesn't reallyyy like me. Yes i can be over sensitive but it seems like it. What's worse is I don't have a very good feeling towards her too. Not to the extent that I hate her but ... just not THAT much to my liking. I've thought much about the reason why I dislike her (I mean i can't possibly dislike someone 'just because' right?) and surprisingly i can't. sigh. dunno la.. zzzz
should i try my best to find a positive side of her and stop the dislike to wards her or just hold it for another 6 months :/
So anyways, have you ever tried to hard to fit into this particular group but realized that no matter how hard you tried, you can't? I'm currently in this CCA with super nice people and it's a nice environment. In the beginning, ALMOST everyone were strangers. So yup, there were awkward moments(not in the bad way), but we could all mix well together. There were no clics whatsoever. Everyone could talk to one another. But now, as time has passed, there's this 'clic' forming. It's not very distinct as to who is in, but it's vaguely there. And it's making me uncomfortable. slightly. I know it's natural for that to occur but... i don't exactly like it. So there's this 'leader' inside, and I've a feeling she doesn't reallyyy like me. Yes i can be over sensitive but it seems like it. What's worse is I don't have a very good feeling towards her too. Not to the extent that I hate her but ... just not THAT much to my liking. I've thought much about the reason why I dislike her (I mean i can't possibly dislike someone 'just because' right?) and surprisingly i can't. sigh. dunno la.. zzzz
should i try my best to find a positive side of her and stop the dislike to wards her or just hold it for another 6 months :/
Monday, November 4, 2013
I had a sore throat 2 days ago and treated it immediately by spamming lozenges and yes it cured the next day! however, it still felt as if something was stuck in my mouth, which was hard to swallow, it felt a little bit like the time I lost my voice. So anyways, my mum got me more stuff for my throat and Im really touched :) feels loves :) there was a slight fever I guess, but all I needed was a sleep to bring it away. (oh and of course I ate medicine at night to prevent the fever at night) woke up the next day (which is today) coughing. I guess I kinda predicted it to happen. haha my sore throat always goes in this cycle: sore throat -> cough (they missed this one this time) -> running nose ->fever -> cough -> sore throat -> CURED! haha and yes it is ALWAYS this way. yup it might seem that after the cough all it needed was to move on to the sore throat section and it would be cured. but seems like its not that easy this time. For my latest sore throat experience (aside from this one) I lost my voice. For a long long time. it took a long long long time to recover. and yeah it was QUITE a horrible experience, I ate the antibiotics for quite some time before it recovered. This got me quite worried because i'll be having my oral presentation this Friday. yeah I still have 4 days more but I know my condition very well. I know the estimated time required. either i'll recover just in time or i'll present with this hoarse voice. and yes there goes my marks for OP. sigh. was quite confident about this segment. screw it. what made this worse was that I found this white spot at the back, on the wall, of my throat. O.o what in the world is it doing there... hmm... tried to take a photo of it but failed.
sigh please let me recover real quick! i'll be really greatful!
sigh please let me recover real quick! i'll be really greatful!
Friday, November 1, 2013
UPNEXT!
ok i didnt DIRECTLY hear from someone telling me that "hey your skills are of a 3 year old kid" but i do sense it. really. they give you the feeling "how did this girl get into this place? she sucks." so im here to PROVE YOU WRONG.
but i gotta be realistic, it's gonna take me sometime to complete this project cause i've got other work at hand so.... its not surprising to see me complete this project only by next year. haha here's a preview of how far i've went (it sucks but bear with it ok)
halloween!
YESTERDAY WAS HALLOWEEN AND I HAD LOTS OF FUN!
anyways, lol it was my first time celebrating halloween and i guess it was the same for the friends that i went with. We travelled all the way to woodlands, paid a taxi fare cause we were late. but it was all worth it. it was indeed an eye-opener :) we received treats of course but we decided to give them out to people (we got a huge bag from a kind soul). and of course the best part was that people were actually taking pictures of us! :o that really shows how successful out make-up were! (by the way none of us are professional make-up artist, in fact may of us were putting on make-up for the first time)(ok wait that kind of explains why we were so scary-looking) also we did not rent any costumes (we went to a shop but rental fee was $90 cheapest :O ) we DIY-ed it. some of us bought a plain shirt at $7 from bosinni, some used old clothes and we drew on it :) fun :) it was a great night although i felt really tired when i got home. haha really its hard to describe the experience (im not really good with expressing myself in words. typed)
anyways, lol it was my first time celebrating halloween and i guess it was the same for the friends that i went with. We travelled all the way to woodlands, paid a taxi fare cause we were late. but it was all worth it. it was indeed an eye-opener :) we received treats of course but we decided to give them out to people (we got a huge bag from a kind soul). and of course the best part was that people were actually taking pictures of us! :o that really shows how successful out make-up were! (by the way none of us are professional make-up artist, in fact may of us were putting on make-up for the first time)(ok wait that kind of explains why we were so scary-looking) also we did not rent any costumes (we went to a shop but rental fee was $90 cheapest :O ) we DIY-ed it. some of us bought a plain shirt at $7 from bosinni, some used old clothes and we drew on it :) fun :) it was a great night although i felt really tired when i got home. haha really its hard to describe the experience (im not really good with expressing myself in words. typed)
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